Never thought

When I was younger I never thought I would see the day I would take an erect cock into my mouth and perform felatio on it. The day came I was in an adult bookstore in a video booth. I had thought about it but never acted on it. I had been molested as a youngster. I wished it never happened but it did. I thought since it happened already it wouldn’t change anything if I did it willingly.
I guess I teased myself with the idea for a while. The thought scared me. That day I was horny. I didn’t know what I would do if someone put their cock through the glory hole for me to suck.
I put coins into the video and surfed the channels for something interesting. I settled on a channel that featured a couple of guys having bareback sex. I was turned on. I pulled out my cock and began to stroke, thrilled at the idea someone in the next booth could see me. I did not know if anyone was there or not as I was afraid to look.
A few minutes went by when I noticed movement in the dim light. A semi hard penis was slowly sliding into the gloryhole.
My first thought was to run, but I was captivated by it’s shape. I tugged on it gently. I was captivated. It was beautiful and incredibly intriguing. I dropped to my knees and looked at it closely. I flicked my tongue quickly up along the slit. The Corona puffed up imediately, that was so cool. I took the head into my mouth and the cleft below the slit felt bigger on my tongue than it looked.
I sucked on the whole length, swirling my tongue around the head each time pulled my head back.
All of a sudden I heard a low grunt from the other side and big spurts of another man’s semen washed over my tongue as I sucked faster. After the spurts subsided I cleaned him off and he pulled his penis back. I was elated I faced my fear. I did it, I performed my 1st blowjob. It was a milestone for me. I never thought I would see the day I would perform a blow job and like it so much. I have enjoyed many since then.