So small

I have a very small penis, which actually turns me on, I love comparing my tiny little thing to other penises. I am straight, married with a healthy sex life, however looking at other penises does turn me on. My penis really does do much for my wife and I love when she tells me my 3 inch rather thin dick is really small.
I also am curious what a large penis would feel like in my hand and in my mouth. My 3 inch hardon do